The oh-so phenomenal mind of an alien.

2007-08-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

I need a new blogskin. A new ORANGE blogskin!

Or black! Or something that goes well with my yellow-and-orange chatterbox. Or I could just change the CBox as well...

While I'm at that, I may as well get a new URL. If you guys haven't noticed, that was the whole point of this post.

So it's time to vote: Which URL sounds more suitable for me and the blog?

http://chocolatecoveredstarberry.blogspot.com

http://imcrazierthanYOU.blogspot.com

http://effingkickassawesome.blogspot.com

http://cantthinkofaurl.blogspot.com

And yes, the last one was serious. Oh, and High School Musical 2 sucked even more than the first one. I think whatever that's left of my brain just died along with Troy and Gabriella when they fell down the well and died... I wish.

2007-08-23T02:15:00.000-07:00

School's starting soon. The shock, the horror!

I wonder what class I'm going to be in? Hopefully in the same class as most of my friends, because that would be awesome. Though knowing my luck, I'll get stuck in the same tutor group with a bunch of people I can't stand, and I'll be running around screaming "HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME???"

So how many of you are going to attend Orientation? And do you guys know who's staying, and who's leaving? Know any of the new students?

I seem a bit over-eager. And part of me can't wait to meet you guys again, but there's this part of me that still wants to go around screaming : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

And lastly: I know I haven't been updating. And I need to update my links too, don't I? Well, my template seems to be screwed so I can't do much. But people, go check this out:

http://p-a-w-s.blogspot.com

And this too, though there isn't much yet:

http://imaginationssanctuary.blogspot.com

Or you could just post something in my tagboard. Or bash me over the head.

Oh, and I love Human Pets!

2007-08-09T21:54:00.000-07:00

I am still elated, shocked, over the moon. Blissfully, inexplainably happy.

Why? Do you really want to know?

Oh, fine, I'll tell.

IGCSE GRADES WERE AWESOME.

They were not what I expected- they were more. I was so sure that I'd screw Maths, but it was one of my better subjects in the end. Same for English Language.

The other day, I thought that I might just get this kind of grades, but I dismissed it. Heck, I had seven months when the others had so much more. And I don't deserve what I have.

As for Chinese, all I can say to the teacher is:

IN YOUR FACE.

Good luck to everyone for your Edexcel grades!

2007-08-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

Well, looks like I was wrong, and miracles CAN happen after all!!! =)

I can't believe it. I am positively, deliriously happy. I keep pinching myself, hoping that this isn't some dream that I'm going to wake up from...

2007-07-25T22:53:00.000-07:00

MORE DEATHLY HALLOWS SPOILERS. AGAIN, DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU!

They were the two that died that weren't supposed to die.

Lupin and Tonks, I mean.

GOD. And Mr Weasley got the reprieve... I like him, but I don't care much about him. He's cool but he' not one of my favourites.

In Book 1, I liked Quirrel. In Book 2, I liked Tom Riddle Jr. From Books 3 to 5, I liked Sirius Black. Then after he died, my favourite characters were Lupin and Tonks.

JK Rowling has something against me, doesn't she?

2007-07-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

WARNING: "HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS" SPOILER ALERT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

Wow. Just... Wow. What a great book. But so many deaths. I'm speechless. I don't know what to say. I don't know where to start, I don't know whose death I should comment on first... I know who I'm going to save for LAST, but heh.

I think I'll start with those that aren't exactly human. Hedwig's death... It made me feel as if JK Rowling was using her as a tool to show how dark this book was going to be. This was totally unneeded, totally unnecessary. But still, I think it set the tone of the book, and gave us readers a sharp reminder: THIS IS A BLOODY WAR WE'RE READING ABOUT. And Dobby. Never really liked him much, but at least he died a free elf, died serving Master Harry Potter. I think he was happy. I suppose I would have been too, if I was a weird house-elf that didn't believe that nudity was the way of life.

Next, Mad-Eye Moody. I saw that one coming a mile away. Well, not really, but I thought it would either be Mad-Eye or Bill Weasley. I had a feeling one of them would bite the dust in this book. But after they announced that he was gone, I kept thinking that he wasn't really dead and that he would come back- hello, they didn't find his body! Surely that must have meant something! But all it meant was that that bitch Umbridge got his eye. Grrr. I wish that SHE had died. Did she? No? ^&@#%@^#.

Next, Fred Weasley. I had never thought that the twins would die, but a few days before I read the book, I stumbled onto a fanfic where George died. And I was like, "Hey, that might just happen!" After all, there are two of them. Twice the chances for an untimely death. However, when I read that George had gotten his ear blasted off, I reckoned that they'd be safe and would go on to make Weasley's Wizarding Wheezes a global brand or something. Holey crap, (please pardon the bad pun) and they had to go kill Fred. Just when the whole family was reunited. That writer is evil, I tell you. Evil.

Snape- I knew that would happen. Though what he did, truly, makes him the bravest character in the Harry Potter series. Braver than Dumbledore, or any other wizarding hero would ever be. After seven books, this guy has finally won my respect. Rest in peace, and don't fight with James for Lily too much in the afterlife. When Harry dies and sees you acting like children fighting over a prize, he's going to freak.

NYMPHADORA TONKS!!! Just when she had her furry multicoloured werewolf baby- okay, fine, Ted wasn't a werewolf. And I had a mental image of him being adorable ^^ But why did she have to go and die? There's now a parent-less baby out there that's going to miss his mummy's love! Though I must say, I don't blame her for dying. It wasn't her fault. It was the fault of....

REMUS LUPIN.

GOD. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN IT WAS BAD FORESHADOWING TO GO MAKE HARRY YOUR SON'S GODFATHER. Once I read that bit, I was like, "GOD DAMMIT. HE'S SO DEAD." He was my favourite character after Sirius died, too. Now all the Marauders are six feet under. Well, except Sirius, who's fallen through the veil, and his body's now in La La Land or something. Why do my favourite characters always die? WHY???

Personally, I don't care for Harry's generation that much. I like them. They're good, strong characters. But the Marauders are-well, were awesome, if you don't count that traitor Pettigrew. They were awesome till they died, so now they can be UBER-AWESOME because they're in the afterlife doing goodness-knows-what. Urrgh, that sounded wrong.

Come on. You know you love them. Nobody in this picture survived... And is it just me, or does Lily in the background look like Ritz Malheur from Final Fantasy Tactics Advance?

And for those fools who couldn't recognise the characters, they're Lupin, Sirius, and James Potter. The guy in the front's Peter Pettigrew. Credit for this picture goes to Kurot from Deviantart, whose work is wonderful ^^ I wish I could draw like her.

Okay, that's enough harping on about the deaths for me. Now I'm going to talk about the Nineteen Years Later epilogue-thingy. Albus Severus Potter? God, that boy's going to get teased like crazy when he goes to Hogwarts. Ditto about Scorpius Malfoy. As for the AS/S shippers... WTF?! Don't get me wrong, I don't mind slash (Yuki/Shuichi is adorable) but I don't think that the two of them would ever end up as lovers. It's just a little strange.

But hey. If Al ends up going to Slytherin, then maybe something could happen... James Potter II would have a great laugh.

And Ted/Victoire is kinda cute ^^ I'm assuming that Ted's grandma takes care of him and he goes over to Harry's and Ginny's for dinner four times a week. I mean, who would have let a seventeen-year-old (Harry at the end of the Second Wizarding War) bring up a baby on his own? Anyway Harry never got to finish his NEWTs, so I'm assuming he went back the next year and did them. And then became an Auror along with Ron and Hermione (who got married and had two kids, for those of you who are curious)

I hate the name Hugo Weasley, and the Dursleys didn't live happily after, Greg.

Thank you.

2007-07-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

http://kevan.org/johari?name=WeiYun

Here, you dole out mindless praise.

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=WeiYun

Here, you tell me I'm a heartless bitch.

Seriously though, try it. For the sake of my personal development.

2007-07-17T20:21:00.001-07:00

Hi, missed me?

No? Ah well, I guess that's expected.

I know I haven't been blogging in a while. It's just that I was in Singapore where I had ZERO privacy, and I wasn't able to write anything without someone breathing down my neck.

But now I'm back, and I'll have something to do with your miserable souls. Soon.

Right now, I'm too busy doing nothing and lazing around. Hey, I'm not the only slob in the world, you know!

2007-06-22T12:08:00.000-07:00

For some unkonwn reason, everything on Blogger is being shown in German. So I have no idea what I am doing and if I do something stupid, feel free to laugh at me.

No, wait, I do stpid things all the time and I suppose it's become something normal and the novelty's beginning to wear off, so I suppose I shall not tell you about the chicken dance that I did not do. And I shall not tell you that not only did I do it when I was supposed to in the first restaurant, I won't mention that I also did it in a posh restaurant because a big bunch of crazy old people told me to do it. I won't tell you :P

Anyway, greetings from Germany! I hope all of you have missed me as much as I have missed you guys. I'll post the photos here when I get them so you guys can drool at the lovely infrastructure!

2007-06-12T04:13:00.000-07:00

YAY! =D Pretty! PRETTY! PRETTY! (is spazzing) THANKS JOEE!

I have realised that I am feeling boredom like no other. And I have absolutely nothing to blog about.

No, wait, I do.

I had to miss Napat's birthday. Don't ask ME why, ask my mother.

She has this twisted concept that a senior and junior can't be close friends, and just because she's never seen Nappy before, we're probably just "acquaintances". I told her that the reason she's never met Napat is because during my party, she was in Thailand.

She then told me that she would never allow me to go to Gurney/Queensbay/whatever with someone she's never met. Which is kinda ridiculous, seeing as this is probably the LAST time I'll see Napat. My mum isn't going to allow me to go to Thailand to visit her, that's for sure.

2007-06-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

Judging by the recent quiz results, I have noticed that five of you evidently have a death wish. So people, DO THE QUIZ and GET 110% or HEADS WILL ROLL! Well, I didn't specify whose heads but let's just use our imaginations, okay? (puts on scary voice) MUAHAHHAHAHA!

Okay, okay, back to the point. I was tagged by the awesome Adelyn and no, I do not love you more than chocolate. Sorry about that, but chocolate is my best friend and I will never leave it. Oh chocolate, oh chocolate, where (fast forward...... fast forward.......)

Fine, fine. Time to start now.

The Name GameInstructions:
Name 20 people you can think of off the top of your head. Do not read the questions until you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1) Pin
2) Cheryl
3) Napat
4) HS
5) Rachel
6) Andrew
7) Adelyn
8) Film
9) Kylie
10) Xiao Tian
11) Eveline
12) Li Yun
13) Ren Jie
14) Susan
15) Serena
16) Tett Hin
17) Natassha
18) Phei Zhen
19) Shu Lin
20) Ve Jun

How did you meet 14?
School. She was my row monitor and I was famous for not bringing my books to school.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
~~Probably DIED. No, kidding lah! But she's one of my best friends and I never thought that I could ever meet someone like her~~ Would actually have air to breate ^^ (gets killed by Pin)

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
I'd start running up and down screaming bloody murder. Sorry, it's just a bit too weird to imagine.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
They might, actually. They're both insane idiots and I get along rather well with both of them. I guess it'd be okay.

Describe number 3:
Resilent, someone who stays strong no matter what the situation. Friendly. Tezuka-lover.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
Define "attractive". He's attractive in the sense that girls get attracted to him so we can bully him ^^
Kidding la! No offense!

Do you know anything about no . 12's family?
I've met them. Of course I know something about them.

Tell me something about 7.
She's a violinist in the MPYO. And she wants me to abandon my chocolates for her. How could she?

What is no 18's favourite?-
Same as Natassha. Blood, vampires, the like.

What would you do if no 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
"WHAT?! ANOTHER ONE? DON'T YOU HAVE LYNN AND XIAO ALREADY?"

What languages does 15 speak?
Chinese, English, Malay, Japanese.

Who is 19 going out with?
You know the answer. He's not tall, dark and handsome. Let's just say that.

How old is 16?
15.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Yesterday, over MSN.

Who is no. 2's favourite singer?
She likes Muse.

Would I date no.4?
He's my cousin and he's ~~taken by one of my best friends~~ a retard.

Would I date no.17?
How much will you pay me?

Is 15 single?
Yes. At least, that's what I think. SEREENA!!!

What is no 10's last name?
It's the most awesome last name in history! LIM LIM LIM LIM LIM!

Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
We are in a relationship of friendship!

Which school does 3 goes to?
She just left Uplands.

Where does 6 live?
Earth.

What is your favourite thing about no. 5?
She's a good friend and a nice person.

2007-06-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-05-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting in front of the computer, at a loss of words- I don't know what's come over me. I keep hitting the full stop key before sentences end, as if my subconscious wants me to STOP writing, to STOP blogging right away.

I don't know why I'm feeling so lost, but I am and I want to pull myself out of this emo-rut because tomorrow's going to be the last day of my exams and I'm going to be free again, but something inside me tells me that my heart will never rest until my results come out. And I'm obviously losing any writing skill I have as demonstrated by the overly long sentence above that would make my head spin if I attempted to go back and read it.

I am also highly considering making this blog private and changing the URL because... I don't know, really. I just have a suspicion that someone's reading the blog and laughing at me for being shallow/arrogant/overly ambitious/immature/(insert trait that WeiYun has here). Even though it's probably true, and I know that I probably am whatever you call me, but don't think that I don't know and will never know because WALLS HAVE EARS and they evidently have mouths too.

You people know who you are, and I know that you may even be looking at this and laughing. But you know what? Half of me is conscious about it and congratulations, because I'm aware that that's what you guys want, but the other half of me DOESN'T FUCKING CARE. I don't feel like facing the world any more, because it's full of fucking idiots and I just want to live in my imagination because even though it's full of fucking idiots too, I CAN MANIPULATE THOSE FUCKING IDIOTS TO MY LIKING. (pushes random guy off cliff)

Nothing triggered this post, I just suddenly started feeling emo. For no apparent reason. I need to talk to someone. LIKE, NOW. Et tu, Pinzy, et tu?

On another note, for those who are remotely interested in the way my mind works, please check out this post by Benjamin Ong, co-written by me, entitled "Of T.S. Eliot, toilets and more", written on Tuesday, May 29th, 2007. You can visit his blog by clicking on the link "Benjamin O.", or by clicking HERE.

2007-05-25T17:58:00.000-07:00

Okay. I went to this font website and downloaded a few fonts. And to prevent my computer from screwing up, I deleted a few that I thought I wouldn't use. The problem is, I actually deleted one that I WOULD use! Which happens to be the font you see when you customise HTML!

So if anyone can tell me the name of that font, I'll love him or her forever!

Anyway, here's the report on my birthday:

It started with the worst thing it could hope to start with- a Literature exam. Luckily, I knew how to do some of the questions. Thank God. Halfway through, guess what happened? I ran out of paper. It's the kind of thing that always happens to me who has oh-so-big handwriting. So I was waving my hand in the air, waiting for the examiner ladies to come...

And guess how long they took? As usual, a REALLY LONG TIME. Is it just me, or are they kind of annoying? One of them kept trying to tell me the format of the Surat Tidak Rasmi. I had to tell her ~~politely~~ to stop, otherwise I could get disqualified. And they treat us like we're little kids. "Let's see how quietly you can laeve the exam hall!" I swear, that almost killed me.

After that, we went to my house and Pin came for a swim! I'm faster than her. (FAST FORWARD TO THE NIGHT BECAUSE THERE ISN'T MUCH TO REPORT EXCEPT FOR A BOUT OF DIARRHOEA- bet you guys didn't want to know that, but whatever.)

My parents came back from Singapore. And I had dinner. At 10:30 pm. In Coffee Bean. And then my parents let me choose a cake!

Err, ten slices of cake?

See how I've cut every slice? Well, I said I wanted extra birthday wishes. So there you have it. I'm crazy. You don't have to remind me. And no, there aren't any candle marks because I had no candles to blow out xD

I also took a photo of me wielding a butter knife of DOOM, but you'll have to see it on MSN when I get it from my dad.

But the best part of the day was... Back at the beginning of it. When I walked up to the hall, and my friends were sitting there, and they all wished me "Happy Birthday!" Pin walked up to me and gave me a big fat cookie =) And even though I didn't recieve any other presents, their birthday wishes were enough. For me, everyone wishing you "Happy Birthday" is the best moment of the year. It makes you feel this warm, sweet feeling inside, like you're really loved and wanted. I don't need any presents. I don't need cake. I just need those wishes to keep me going for another year!

Maybe I AM fitting in at last... Note the MAYBE.

2007-05-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

Tagged... by Napat and Adelyn!

Lol, I was looking through my emails then my friend sent me these questions... I think it's funny, so I'll do it!

1. Origins of name and meanings:Lim Wei Yun. Came from my uncle. 0_o Meaning? Lim means forest. Wei is a shade of blue. Yun is "the sun".
2. Age: Turned 16 yesterday =D
3. Birth place: Liverpool, England!
4. Siblings: Two little ~~monsters~~ sisters.
5. Nicknames: WeiWei, Jellyfishy?
6. Hobbies and lifestyle: xD Eating, sleeping, writing, talking crap.
7. Shopping place: Queensbay!
8. Theatre: Gurney!
9. 3 words that describe me: Crazy, dreamer, conqueror.
10. Favourite activities: Writing, eating, sleeping, talking crap... I'm boring.
11. Frequently visited websites: Fanfiction.net, Fictionpress.com, Critiquecircle.com, Facebook.com, Neopets.com, Firstagent.net, Neneno.net, Deviantart.com, Frindster.com, RIKITANA! Haha!
12.Dressing style: Will wear anything as long as it is not hideous.
13. Model of my phone/incoming call ringtone: Nokia N73 AKA BOB! Ringtone is different for some people, but for most it's Rewrite.
14. Collections: Do Neopoints count? God, I can't believe it. I'm hooked on Neopets again like I was so many years ago. (I just started playing again last month...)
15.Favourite colours: ORANGE!!!!! Blue, ~~Green~~ DON'T LET PIN KNOW!!
16. When I get lonely, I: go on MSN, or call a friend up.
17. Favourite type of movie, and the one that is most touching: Anything. Doesn't matter.
18. Favourite type of music, and favourite song: Anything that's good. Fav song? Err, anime music. Hare Hare Yukai and the Sailor Fuku song! xD
19. A must-wear jewelry: None ^^
20. I can’t live without...: Air, water, food. DUH!
21. NAPAT ATE QUESTION 21!!! THAT'S WHY IT DOESN'T EXIST!
22. A man who can make you lose your mind: I have high standards. Cute, funny, random, has lots of things to talk about with me, intelligent, and most of all, loves me. I have yet to meet a guy that fulfills even three of those conditions, so I think I'll just die an old maid. Haha.
23. Females that I admire: People who can stay strong even in the face of adversity.
24. Specialties: Talking fast, wasting time. Writing? Maybe?
25. My best culinary dish: Instant noodles? xD Japanese curry?
26. I see and I have to buy: Books! Anime!
27. Biggest eew factor: Smokers.
28. Favourite books: Anything that's good.
29. Best thing people said about me: No idea. Come on people, tell me why you love me ^^
30. Country I want to visit the most: JAPAN!!!
31. Usual time for bed and getting up: Late, late.
32. What I wear to sleep: Pyjamas, underwear.
33. If I can’t sleep, I’ll: Watch TV or read.
34. Unseen! I hug this during when I sleep: A pillow.
35. Something that I currently am interested in: Eating.
36. Something that I make a habit out of: No idea.
37: Bad habits I can't break: Procrastinating, over-eating.
38. My Idol: You tell me.
39. Favourite artist: Define "artist". Drawing or singing? Drawing- Wen Zhen! And Ning! And Pin! And (trails off) Singing- Anyone, really.
40. Favourite actor/actress: MYSELF. (gets pelted with tomatoes) Come on, a little narcissm never hurt! Anyone that's good, actually.
41. I’ll get excited when: The results of anything are being posted.
42. Expectations in a mate: HIGH.
43. Flower that represents me the most: A weed?
44. If Valentine’s not the 14th of February, I want it to be: EVERY DAY! Spread the love.
45. What do I view ‘love’ as?: An intense emotion.
46. If I can be a guy for a day: I'd walk around shirtless in my bedroom just to see how it feels.
47. Something that makes me cry: Fullmetal Alchemist.
48. What would I do at the end of the world?: Go back to Pluto!
49. What I wanna say the most now: I HATE EXAMS RAWRRRR.
50. Something that I wanna say to people I tag after this...: Blame Napat, not me!

I tag: Adelyn, Jeamme, HS, Elie, Mae Yune!

Now, for Adelyn's tag:

Instructions: Paste the following on your blog and tag 5-10 people to answer the questions below. Have them tag other people. Your "tagged" friend will answer the questions about you.

1. What is your friend's name? She is ADELYN and she is awesome. (Shameless copying. Don't kill me!)

2. Jock, Nice, Prom King/Queen, Loner, "Friendly(Flirtatious, Promiscuous etc.)".
Pick the word(from the list above) that best describes your friend. I'd go with "nice" but that really doesn't do her justice. She's more than just a word, a simple term...

3. Choose 5 adjectives to describe your friend. Crazy, cute, artistic, lovable, SQUISHY!

4. What colour do you think best associates with your friend? Red. Fiery, passionate. Can be emotional, can also be calm and subdued. Happy with a morbid streak.

5. In 10 years time, where do you see your friend? Successful in whatever she chooses to do. Perhaps in the artistic industry, be it music, writing, designing...

6. Describe your friend's blogging style. Quirky, funny. ADDDICTIVE.

NOW I TAG! Pin, Napat, MaeYune, Elie, Jeamme, HS, Cheryl, PriyaR.

2007-05-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

I will pay any Uplander who manages to gather some friends to do THIS. Or to do THIS. On the day of the graduation dinner. Prefferably the second one, because you won't have to get as many people, and I've actually watched the anime before. But the first one is more crack... So yeah.

Anyway, I have an announcement to make:

HAPPY STRANGLE WEEK EVERYBODY!!!

For those of you not in the know, Happy Strangle Week is the week from the 17th of May to the 23rd of May. It's a week where you have to strangle someone at least once a day or face the wrath of something. Or someone.

Why the 17th to the 23rd? Because, my friends, that is the one week in the whole year that (LE GASP!) Natassha Choong LEAN SIEW and Lim Wei Yun are actually the same age! And since Wei Yun is so much more superior to Natassha, the universe goes into imbalance, or at least legend says. To avoid angering the God (Wei Yun), all people living in the happy land of Malaysia have to strangle one person a day. But how?

17th: Tribute to Natassha. Bite that person on the neck, then strangle him or her.
18th: Strangle the person normally. This was supposed to be on the 17th, but since ~~Natassha wanted vampires on her birthday~~ the gods said that the 18th was more normal, it has been altered.
19th: Strangle someone with one foot in the air, and while jumping around.
20th: Kiss the person, then strangle him or her.
21st: Strangle the school/workplace/whatever slut.
22nd: Strangle your crush/boyfriend/lover/gay partner/whatever.
23rd: THE BEST DAY OF ALL! Save the best for last, heheh. Strangle the person, sting him with a jellyfish, then flush him down the toilet bowl and burn hell notes so that he goes to LA LA LAND!!

Time is money. Don't anger the gods. GO STRANGLE SOMEONE! QUICK!!!

2007-05-17T03:23:00.000-07:00

What I have done so far after I have (kind of) finished my paper and am waiting to get out of the exam hall:

1) Bug the examiner to let me out early- and succeed. (1st Lang Chinese. God, Tiff and I finished ONE HOUR BEFORE THE DUE TIME!)
2) Actually check the paper more than twenty times, then freak out because I can't do half the questions. (Chem. Surprised? Well I'm screwed.)
3) Freak out at Byran. Does he have to finish so freaking early? AND DOES HE ALWAYS HAVE TO GIVE THAT STUPID GRIN THAT MAKES ME THINK, "SHIT! HE FOUND IT EASY!" (History)
4) Wonder what essay Tiffany is going to write- and how she'll write it. (Oh, and I guessed wrong. This is for 1st Lang Chinese)
5) Keep thinking, "OHMYGOD I NEVER HAVE TO DO BIO AGAIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AFTER THIS PAPER PLUS TWO MORE!!!"
6) Keep thinking, "OHMYGOD I NEVER HAVE TO DO BIO AGAIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AFTER THIS PAPER PLUS ONE MORE!!!"
7) Keep thinking, "OHMYGOD I NEVER HAVE TO DO BIO AGAIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AFTER THIS PAPER!!! TRA LA LA!!!"
8) Having to rush to the toilet to take a pee because I've been holding it in for the past few hours.
9) Draw the back of Kylie's head. (Malay)
10) Wonder how I should have written my essay differently, and how I would do it again if I could be assed. (English and Malay)
11) Bug the examiner to let me out early- and fail. (Malay. And they took away my lovely portrait of Kylie!!)
12) Wonder what the hell Chaya is drawing. (History)
13) Actually finish the paper at the last minute. Scary. (IT practical)

Urrgh. Four down, five more to go. But still, we rejoice, for WeiYun never has to look at Bio again!

2007-05-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

I know I'm not very religious, even though I do believe in You and such. But at a moment like this, when I need You the most, why is it that You never give me a definite answer?

I understand that my TWELVE-YEAR-OLD sister's constant tantrums are supposed to be a sign or some sort of prophecy about what is to come, but unfortunately, I don't dabble in telling the future from the pitches of her screams. So can You please send me another, less ear-piercing sign?

Unless, of course, I was correct and her tantrums aren't actually prophecies at all. You're just playing mind games with me, trying to throw me off the track as a test of my character, and she's just a spoilt little brat.

No offense, God, I don't mean it in a bad way...

2007-05-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.

Which ever way you turn you feel that you are being utterly thwarted. There is considerable conflict in the air but you will stick to your beliefs and not be deterred in endeavouring to attain your objectives.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are feeling full of uncertainty and worrying over what you consider as missed opportunities. This is causing considerable stress and tension. You feel that there must be more to life than the constant pressures and anxieties - that surely life must hold far more opportunities than that which it has to date presented to you. You sincerely believe that there must be a simpler way to tap life's hidden recourses and should you be able to find that way - you could achieve your hearts desire. It's the not knowing 'how' that is affording you the constant worry. You are constantly probing and seeking - trying to ensure that at all times you are on your guard against missing any opportunity. 'Enough is enough'. You are anxious to avoid further setbacks. You are strenuously trying to make sure that you will not be overlooked and you badly need security.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

Wow.

Just wow.

This is SO TRUE. Stress? Look at my exams. Loneliness? Not telling why. xD

2007-05-05T10:44:00.001-07:00

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On a third (!) note today, try this out.

2007-05-05T10:28:00.000-07:00

I got 11000 points in Sutek's Tomb. Three times my original high score.

Then, the bloody thing comes and tells me,

"There was a problem processing your score. It could not be sent. Please try again later."

DON'T YOU JUST HATE IT WHEN THAT HAPPENS?!

2007-05-05T10:22:00.000-07:00

Don't let other people bring you down
Don't fester in your living hell
Because other people have felt like this
We all have our own sob story to tell

Sorry. I just think of random verses at moments. And I know that this is pretty crappy, but hey. It was in my mind, BURSTING to come out.

It's kind of weird, seeing as I'm (supposedly) a writer- I should be a good poet too. But look at that. It's so terrible I want to laugh. And as for my drawing skills...

*COUGH*

2007-05-01T21:40:00.000-07:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

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At first, I got Gluttonous. 0_o I went back and realised that no, I do NOT hoard every penny I own...

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Okay, where's the stuff about being bipolar? I was quite sure I was going to get that. And as for the results... You guys make your own conclusion, ne? I'll just admit that yes, I am an attention-seeking little bitch :P

And no, I don't think that I'm all that paranoid. Am I?

Your score on this personality test was 71%

Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

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Haha. I guess this is pretty true *shrugs*

Anyway, about the karma thingy... I think that we're going to have to do something, like it or not, shall we? Whatever it is, the people who were affected, positively OR negatively, are not going to get a fair shot... And that just wouldn't do for Uplands' so-called "good reputation".

People... I have a plan. It's not very good and I'm still working on it, but let's just say that there's something bubbling at the back of my head... And I won't stop till justice is served.

Well, I might. In fact, I probably will have to. But it never hurt to try, did it?

2007-04-28T11:03:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure if karma exists.

But Mr. Karma, old pal, if you do, I strongly advise you to go kick somebody's butt.

He knows what he did, and I hope he lives with it forever.

Uplanders and Asshat, you guys probably know what I mean. Because of his actions, will all our hard work go to waste?

Thank you XT, SuZie, Tiff for alerting me. <3 In a way, I'm glad I found out.

And to you people not in the know, let's just say you'd be like WTF!? if I told you. It's so unbelievable it's almost funny.

2007-04-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

Examination stress.

End of story.

I haven't been in a good mood for God-knows-how-long. Even my Foxy candies aren't even doing all that much to help me. And when WeiYun doesn't fall for the sheer sweetness of Fox sweets, there HAS to be something wrong.

I want good grades, and I am sure that most of you know that. I'm taking nine subjects, and want at least seven As. And that's AT THE VERY LEAST. If possible, I want eight, or (dare I even say it?) nine.

But how the hell am I going to get an A for Biology when the teacher hasn't even finished the syllabus? And how am I going to get an A for BLOODY CHINESE WHICH I SHOULDN'T EVEN BE TAKING AS MY FIRST LANGUAGE?! Those of you from my old school will know that I was famous for being a crappy Chinese speaker. Even the teacher seems to have lost all hope for me...

And although I prepare myself for the worst, there's this little voice in my head that tells me I have to work harder, seven As is NOT enough for your relatives. My aunt expects me to get STRAIGHT A*s! WHAT THE HELL!? At least my mum's dropped the whole "You have to get straight As!" act and tells me that she'll be happy as long as I do my best.

But will she? Is she just telling me this to get the stress off my mind? I know she was Miss Perfect, head-girl, top student, dancer, super-genius... And I don't even come close!

ARRGH! SCREW THE EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-20T10:10:00.000-07:00

This is one of the times when I suddenly wish that I had some artistic talent.

I love this song- its lyrics, its tune, its meaning. I can't really comment on it, but one of the factors that led me to liking it was the line, "Are we having fun yet?"

Yes, people, Lord of The Flies. Don't say I've gone crazy because of the exams, even though I probably have. But that was the first thing that I thought of when I heard it. For all of you that aren't in Set 2 English and haven't read the book, Simon starts having hallucinatons before his death. The Lord of The Flies starts talking to him, acting as the Devil's advocate, teasing, taunting... And just before Simon faints, the Lord of The Flies says, "WE ARE GOING TO HAVE FUN ON THIS ISLAND!"

I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"

One of the themes in Lord of The Flies is good and evil. And I'm probably wrong, but to me alcohol is what represents evil in this song; the person in the song is deluding himself with it. He's escaping reality; running away.

When you first start doing evil, you may feel guilty, but later on, you get shrouded by it, and you manage to convince yourself that it is the only way. It's like an addiction- just like alcohol.

Anyway, back to the beginning of the post- the reason I wish I had some artistic talent is bacause I was inspired to draw a picture of a drunken husband, and his wife shutting the door in his face. Writing wouldn't be the same. xD

2007-04-16T11:58:00.000-07:00

I'm going to forgive her.

It's a waste of energy hating people, anyway.

So, what is this now? Indifference?

I can't say I like her yet, but I don't hate her anymore.

I'm not sure why I'm doing this anyway.

Maybe it's because I think that hating someone till I'm senile is a stupid thing?

But if anything happens, let's just say that you'll get it back. Doubly.

And I WILL hate you till I'm senile.

In a way, I'm kinda glad that we aren't at each others' necks anymore.

I just hope that this isn't a decision I'm going to regret.

2007-04-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

To-do list of Lim Wei Yun:
1) Stop procrastinating. I need to get off my lazy ass and tell myself that I have a major exam in two weeks.
2) Buy the ingredients to make more sea-salt ice cream. The first batch was too salty and could have caused kidney failure. The second's okay, just a wee bit too rock-hard.
3) Get off Facebook, Friendster, DeviantArt, Duet of the Soloist, Critique Circle and Neopets. Yeah. Under extreme boredom, I've started to play Neopets again. Don't laugh. It's not funny.
Okay, so maybe it is.
4) Write. Too many ideas, too little drive to get off my butt and put them on paper.
5) Find that perfect RokuNami story. I'm still looking.
6) Print out past year papers to do.
7) Learn how to cook my grandmother's chicken stew. It is THE BOMB.
8) Stop obsessing over how to kill Slim 10. Must convince self that murder is illegal, even in the third-class hell of Malaysia.
9) Make up my mind: HL Maths or Chemistry. I put down "Chemistry". Mum wants me to go change it to BOTH. I told her I was only doing one of the two because I want to do HL English and History.
10) Do some Biology work.
11) Stop typing out pointless lists like these.

2007-04-08T04:30:00.001-07:00

This concept is going to seem alien to those of you who don't write/draw comics, but here I go anyway. All chracters listed are copyrighted to me and if you attept to torture them in any way, I will find you and pay you money. Lots of it.

List 12 of your original characters:
1: Garrett (My Waking Nightmare)
2: Gina (MWN)
3: Zach (Working Title)
4: Muriel (WT)
5: Lauren (MWN)
6: Serene (MWN)
7: Hiromi (MWN)
8: Chief Of All The Reapers (WT- and yes, that's his real name. His surname is Of All The Reapers and his name is Chief!)
9: Kayne (MWN)
10: Lisa (Doppelganger)
11: Lana Law (Wherever Asshat and I like to put her in)
12: Angel (MWN)

1) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?
Depends. Serene would drive the students crazy with her ramblings about vampires. Lana Law would tell every single one of them thet they're seeking attention and try to counsel them. I'd pick Serene, but then again I'm used to Natassha...

2) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
She has a temperature of 37 degrees Celcius. So if she's hot, every single human on the face of this Earth is, too. Those with fevers are mega-hot,

3) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
Angel asks the Chief to get him out of hell. The Chief just shakes his head back at him, and is like, "How much will you pay me?"

4) What is or would be 9's favorite book?
THE SLEEPOVER CLUB!

No, I'm kidding.

Hmm. I think he'd probably enjoy Dickens, being the weird, swotty person that he is. Ew. I don't mind classics, but I hate Dickens.

5) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?
SIX TO TWO!!! Well, even though Serene is the President of the Drama Club and Gina is her Vice-President, it's safe to say that they seem to be on a similar level. Idiots- I mean, smart-asses think alike. However, Gina is so much more wonderful *cough* So Serene will be her slave for the rest of her life. OKAY, SERENE?

6) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
Kayne would be better because he just seems like the type that would have a higher tolerance level than Lisa. Lisa would go crazy the first morning when Lauren drags her out to run at 4 o' clock in the morning. Not to mention that Kayne needs to grow taller too, so they can grow taller together!

7) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
Oh God. Gina and Hiromi interrogate Angel to see whether he, truly, is an alien on account of his white hair ^^ Also, they ask him what hell is like!

8) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?
Zach beats the crap out of Lisa. He can kill her with just one blow, being a Grim Reaper or whatnot. But being Zach, he'd be too lazy to do much to her. It would probably be a cooking duel or something like that, in which Lisa would beat the pants off him in ^^

9) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?
Chief would just kill Garrett. He's the Chief of the Reapers. No, wait. That would cause a rift in the space-time continum, so I guess Chief would just threaten to sic Zach on him? Whatever it is, stealing something seems totally out of character for Garrett...

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.
"The Very Long and Boring Story of How Hiromi Manages to Find an Alien, and How Angel Manages to Kill Garrett."

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?
Well, it would have something to do with Zach, since Muriel is his grandma and Garrett is his friend. I guess I'd make Zach disappear/ fall into a pit of snakes and have the two of them try to rescue him. When they do, Muriel's going to ground Zach. For goodness knows how long.

12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
Oh my God. We'd get along like a house on fire, trying to torture Garrett (cackles) We share so many interests and like the same things, to be frank... It would be so cool.

13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
KILL SLIM 10!!!!!!!! No, not really. I'd probably ask him to grant me a zillion wishes. OR to invent emo grass!

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?
Tassha does! Lana Law is our idol. She's the bestest psychologist in the world! *pukes and dies*

15) If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
She's pick Lauren on account of (CENSORED). Muriel's too evil. Plus, later on in the story, Lauren becomes much better looking.

16) What might 10 shout while charging into battle?
"REMIND ME WHY I'M DOING THIS AGAIN!"

17) If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?
The Happy Song by Liam Lynch!

18) 1, 6, and 12 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
Angel. Garrett would give in because he's like that, though he'd make up some witty and sarcastic remark while pulling his chopsticks away. Plus, his mum could make scallion pancakes for him any time he wants them (she's a chef). Serene would put up a fight, but Angel's just stronger and she has a secret crush on him anyway.

19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?
What the f**k? Hmm. "Your doppelganger is hot"?

20) What would 5 most likely be arrested for?
Underage drinking. Err, suicide?

21) What is 6's secret?
She has a secret crush on Angel? Or that her friend is an exorcist, and she and her best friends have been to the afterlife?

22) If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
Lana Law can actually drive. Kayne kinda threw in the towel before he could learn how to. Plus, his parents would never have buoght him a car.

23) If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8?
Hiromi. The Chief could kill me any time, though he'd be fun company. And since I'm so paranoid, I'd be suspecting him every time he raised his scythe.

I tag these writers/creators:
1) Adelyn!
2) Cheryl!
3) Rachel!
4) Pin? (You can use the characters from that story you were telling me about, the one you wrote in Thai..)
5) Priya R. Not Priya V, because I doubt she even reads this.
6) Elie!

2007-04-05T17:03:00.000-07:00

You scored as Kyon. You are Kyon! Kyon is one of Haruhi's male companions. He is described as cynical and sarcastic, and is the sole voice of reason in their dynamic relationship. He is the only normal human in the SOS-dan.

The name Kyon is actually his nickname; his aunt gave him his nickname, and his sister is responsible for it being used by his schoolmates. His real name remains unknown.

Although the title of the series implies Haruhi Suzumiya is the main character, the story is actually told from Kyon's point of view. This has an interesting side effect, occasionally when he speaks his mouth is hidden, disguising this as narration and only revealed to be dialogue when somebody answers.

Kyon

50%

Haruhi Suzumiya

38%

Itsuki Koizumi

38%

Yuki Nagato

38%

Mikuru Asahina

37%

Which of Haruhi Suzmiya's SOS Brigade Members Are you?
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Wtf? Kyon? I thought that I was the most Haruhi-ish person I'd ever meet in my whole life. Except for the whole finding guys and dumping them after five minutes, and being extremely beautiful and athletic, of course. Heck, we're both self-centered little bitches who have a love for the paranormal, and will bend our friends and family to get whatever we want. I decided to re-read the questions. And, I found that I had read some of them wrongly! (yay me.)

You scored as Haruhi Suzumiya. You are Haruhi! Haruhi is a girl in her first year of high school. She is characterized by her classmates as eccentric, beautiful, and explosive. She is very athletic, and her grades are described as "better than others." Her social life is non-existent, as she rejects all small talk and is viewed by others in her class as a deviant. She appears to be interested only in aliens, people with supernatural powers , time travellers and Sliders . She has no apparent interest in normal humans. Regarding males, she will not turn down any dates but is prone to dumping them in as little as five minutes, citing reasons such as the dates being repetitive, and the men being stupid. She seems to regard all those of the male gender as little more than vegetables and will go so far as to undress for physical education while boys are still present in the classroom. ^_^; When she couldn't find any clubs that interested her she created her own: The S.O.S. Brigade!

Kyon

54%

Haruhi Suzumiya

54%

Yuki Nagato

42%

Itsuki Koizumi

38%

Mikuru Asahina

29%

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That's better. I'm nowhere near being like Kyon. God, sometimes I wish that I was, though.

You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.

Outgoing

94%

Fun

75%

Dramatic

63%

Nice

63%

Immature

44%

mean

13%

Shy

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Not a surprise here. What did you guys expect me to get, SHY?

You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are.

Blue

86%

Pink

71%

Yellow

68%

Purple

64%

Green

61%

White

39%

Black

32%

Red

32%

Orange

18%

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That's it. CALM?! Relaxed? Just because I appreciate my life doesn't mean that I'm all relaxed and happy all the time. Though I can be ^^

Which emo dress would you wear? {gorgeous pics}

You would wear the indie emo dress. You're inspiring, independant, and very unique. You care somewhat about what people think of you, so wear whatever you feel like that day to let the world know in a nutshell how you feel.
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Now this is a nice dress. If only I could wear it to the grad dinner. But I'll be in Germany, doing Germany-ish things!

What kind of angel are you? (Pictures in results!)

yin yangYou are the two faced angel,or ying and yang angel.You take to diffrent things and make them whole. you have a split personality and can have verious mood swings. Depending on your mood you can put together something great, or something of mase distruction.......You choose....Your saying "Two hands together, incomplete all alone, together they become one"(Kinda taken from Inuyasha movie 4...kinda)
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*Sigh* The picture was so nice. I wish I could show it to you guys.

You're a generally happy,bright,cheerful person.You're an amazing friend and love to find the absolute best in life.That's a great quality to always have.You're unique because you have a quality almost no one else has...happiness!Haha.Keep in the back of your mind that as strange as this may sound,it's OK to feel sad or pissed at something or someone,too.But my God,I wish more people were like you! (= Thanks for taking my quiz.
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This person obviously hasn't seen me in anti-Slim 10 mode yet, has she?

God dammit, I'm bored. :P

2007-04-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

In the words of the not-so-great ShuLin:

"SHOOT ME SOMEBODY!"

If I have to do another past paper or look at another row of meaningless, stupid words, I am going to DIE.

2007-03-23T18:05:00.000-07:00

What's your mental illness?

Anorexia

[] you feel weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[] you have starved yourself.
[] you have low self esteem.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be skinnier.
[] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 2

Attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder

[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[X] you barely pay attention to anything.
[] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[x] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
total: 5

bipolar disorder

[x] you can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times, but not usually.
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide
[x] you have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
total: 5

bulimia nervosa

[] you've thrown up all of your food at one time.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you eat fast.
[] you have overly excercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[]you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 1

conduct disorder

[] you are a bully.
[] you threaten other people.
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie
[] you stay out all night.
[] you have ran away from home.
total: 2

depression

[] you are always sad.
[] you always are crying.
[] you find no hope in your future.
[] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] hope is no longer there for you.
total: 3

ocd (obsessive compulsive disorder)

[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[] you have to keep things in a
certain order.
[] you have harmed yourself.
[] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[] you have to check some stuff over again.
total: 2

schizophrenia

[] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there)..
[] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
total: 2

Oh my GOD. I have mixed bipolar disorder/ADHD. I even exhibit SYMPTOMS. So I can go out there and screw trying to be happy, ne?

I need to see a psychologist. Lana Law, anybody?

Now I tag: (I hear you guys scream OMG NOT AGAIN!!!)

1) Pin!
2) Napat!
3) Shio! (If she reads this)
4) Adelyn!
5) Priscilla!

2007-03-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

We performed our monologues yesterday.

What was it like? Well, for one thing, it was scary. Dead scary. Even though I am rather experienced at going on stage, this was still a horrifying experience for me as I knew that this would be graded. And even if I'm not doing the Drama exam, I was afraid that I would do so badly that Mr. Huxtable would forbid me from doing IB Theatre Arts.

So, I was extremely nervous. Thank goodness, I wasn't the only one. As we were dressing up and applying make-up in the girls' room, a few people admitted to having butterflies in their stomachs, though none of them were totally freaked out like me. However, with some reassurance from a few of my classmates, I managed to calm down. A number of people even told me that they thought that I was pretty good, which cheered me up a little, even though I knew that they were just trying to make me feel better.

Later on, I realised that AnTi forgot her costume, so I took the clothes I had left behind in the Drama room the other day when Jeanson and Alan refused to wear skirts for our Devised piece, and asked her to wear them. Unfortunately, they were too big for her and looked a little strange. But beggars can't be choosers, can they?

On second thought, the top looked quite good on her... Maybe I should have let her keep it, as I never wear it anyway.

After that, the drama students piled into the second Drama room, where we rehearsed with friends or by ourselves. See the picture? That's Mark's (not so) lovely hand. In the background are Sarah Weatherley, Rachel Hamilton, Michael Oliver, Jarir Schweizer, Phillipe Wong and Johan Varleite. I think the boy shadowed by Sarah's hair is Benjamin Prodinger. Seet Pi Lip is the boy in the chair, if you can see him. Hint: He's near Rachel.

At 3:50 sharp, Mr. Huxtable came into the second Drama room, and told us that we could enter the first Drama room now! My heart started pounding even more. He then explained that he would call us in in batches of five, but we could enter if we wished to watch everyone else perform. A.k.a: Make a total fool of themself. I wanted to continue rehearsing, so I did not watch Jeanson perform. However, from what I saw at the rehearsal, I knew that he would do great. I just hoped that he had buttoned his shirt.

After Jeanson, went a few other people. I missed Tanvi, which was disappointing as her stellar performance during the rehearsal made me want to watch more! At about number eight or nine, Mr Huxtable asked me to go in, along with Sarah, Phoebe, Naina and Michael. All excellent actors in their own right, and I knew that I would look even worse as I was going after Naina and before Phoebe, two of the best in the class! I almost fainted when he called my name- D-Day was coming soon!

AnTi's monologue was the first or second one I watched when I entered the room. She was calm, composed, and her anger seemed almost real as she screamed at her imaginary husband. The costume that she had so hurriedly thrown on actually suited her character who was on holiday. I knew I left those skirts back in the Drama room for a reason! Alex then played a man talking about his (very cruel but oh-so-funny) first love. Michael Oliver played a Nazi officer's son, and the lighting cast a shadow over him, giving out an evil aura that I had never noticed before.

Later on, came Sarah, who played a callous feminist who was an expert as seducing males... then killing them. Her chilly tone sent shivers up my spine, and the red lipstick and red nail polish she wore made her seem even more dastardly. Apparently, Mr. Huxtable told her that the role suited her perfectly. And I agree. Even though Sarah is normally a rather demure and pleasant person (from what I've seen- I don't know her well), she managed to carry off the whole murderer act. I'll be avoiding her from now on...

Naina was good too, utilising her props to her advantage, as she wiped the forks and spoons more and more vigorously as she got angrier and angrier. Her cold rage was extremely realistic, and I enjoyed her monologue thoroughly. Then came... me.

My heart was pounding as I went on stage. Without many close friends in the audience, I did not have as much moral support as everybody else. I felt like I was going to start screaming right there and then, in front of everyone.

Then the lights went up.

They were so bright that they almost blinded me, and I was squinting as I said the first few lines of my monologue, trying to to get too distracted. Making eye contact was not an easy task, but I attempted to, and tried my best not to make the same mistake that I had made so many times in my old school, which was letting my fleeting gaze betray my confident persona. I stumbled a little, putting the lines in the wrong order. Luckily, they still made sense.

The next few lines were a bit better, but just barely. I forgot to sound bored at the part where I was supposed to, and I noticed that my feet movements were jerky and strange. I almost fainted on the spot.

But then, right then, something clicked.

I managed to get through the rest of the lines without making any further mistakes, both with wording and intonation. I even managed to make good eye contact with the teacher and my peers. By the end, I wasn't an actress playing Christie; I felt like I was Christie, defending her honour and pride. Finally, when it ended, I was relieved and had a sense of accomplishment inside me. My performance wasn't perfect, but it was the best I could do. I'm no actress. Drama is merely a hobby for me. But still, I think that I did pretty well. People laughed, which is a good thing.

After I sat down, I watched the others say their pieces. I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my back, and I was glad that it wasn't me on stage as Phoebe acted as a student who was rebelling against her biased professor. After Phoebe, a few more people went up. One of the mpre memorable perfomances was Pik's, with her "Do you know why I murdered those little girls? BECAUSE I LIKED TO!"- styled speech. She exuded a murderous aura which was absolutely bone-chilling. I'm going to keep away from her from now on... xD

Lastly, Rachel went on stage. Her rendition of "The Audition" was humorous, and her British accent suited the ditzy character perfectly. Her adorable toy tiger made things even better! Once, I had read her script and thought that I would like to play that character. But now, I knew that Rachel would be so much better for that role. It was definitely the highlight of the day!

And thus, my hour and a half of hellish waiting ended, and I went back home, ecstatic that it was ALL OVER! Now, to wait for the results...

(Looking back, I can't remember saying anything bad about anybody's monologue. But you should have been there- it was near perfect. Amen.)

2007-03-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

Some people are obviously gluttons for punishment, aren't they?

Some are too blind to realise that something may have been their fault, and they go around blaming it on half the world.

And when you try to help those people by preventing them from doing anything stupid, because even though you hate them, you don't want them to die, they take it the wrong way and start telling everybody that you're a bitch. All I wanted to do was die with no regrets of hating you. Once I hate a person, I can't stop; but if something happened to that moron, I would get really guilty and upset.

I tried to help so that I could save myself that guilt, not because I wanted to spite you! God dammit!

You may not call it helping but let's face it; you were already half-dead! Did you expect any sane teacher to allow you to go on? Did you expect any human with a soul (and the knowledge of how tired you were) to let you keep at it?

No matter how much I hate you, I still didn't want anything to happen to you. That's why I have never, never, taken serious action against my enemies even when they did the worst things to me. However, now? I'm not so sure anymore.

If I had seen Yuet Mei in front of that rushing car, I probably would have pushed her out of the way if I knew that I would definitely be safe. If it had been Jun Rui, I would have even given her CPR if need be. That's the kind of person I am. I'll do anything where lives, health and safety are concerned. Look at the subject matters of my writing- Death. I am afraid to die. I don't want to live with the fact that I could have saved somebody, and didn't.

But how about you in fromt of that car? Pfft. Not so sure anymore, am I?

Because everybody deserves a second chance. Or let's make that EVERYBODY EXCEPT YOU!

You were the one who said that I shouldn't write things about you on my blog, and in the midst of our Cold War, I agreed. But isn't that what you're doing now? And at least I don't give names, but you do! Now the whole world thinks that WeiYun is a friend-stealing bitch. Friend-stealing? Who even says that anymore? I'm her friend. Deal with it. Even though I became friends with her, she is still friends with her other classmates that she knew before I came.

What I want to know is: Why the hell did you target me as the fall person? Why did you spread rumours about me and not about anybody else? You treated me as a friend at first, too.

Why did it have to come to this?

Why did you have to show me your dark side?

Remember, the only reason I hate you in the first place is because you loathed me. I don't plan to forgive you. Don't take it the wrong way. But I have a question that will never rest:

Why me? Because I'm new? Because I'm Asian? Because my reputation is unstable?

Why... me?

2007-03-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

There's an old Chinese saying that goes like this: There's no party that never ends. Well, if one was to consider the few months I've spent in my new school to a party, I suppose that burning in hell would be the equivalent of relaxing in a violin concert. These five months have been hectic, to say the least. I've found myself growing, not only sideways, but as a person.

Remember the first day we stepped into the walls of this school? It would have been a different day for everybody, but I'm sure that our feelings were all the same: that of fear and apprehension. Even if I didn't show it, I was nearly terrified to death. Luckily, you guys were there to help. On my first day, some of you were nice to me, showing me around the school, asking me to sit next to you in Maths class, just giving me a smile...

Gradually, our initial misgivings disappeared, and we found ourselves fitting in, becoming a member of the community. We made friends, made acquaintances, made enemies. We found ourselves finding out what classes we liked, and which ones we couldn't stand. Many developed friendships and crushes and loves, and we told of them to our confidantes.

Time flew by, and here we are, standing at the brink of graduation. We are still unsure, wondering what we are going to do after we have left school. Go to college? Stay for the IB? Start work? The possibilities are endless. However, no matter where we go, we will always treasure the memories that we had in our days of schooling. We will reflect upon our childhood days with bliss, knowing that they were among the best of our lives.

What about the drama, the blood, the tears? Yes, I cannot deny, there was more of that than many of us would have liked. But it's part of life; part of growing up. The trials facing us now are preparations for the challenges that we will face in the distant future. Without pain, there would be no gain. Without flying emotions and endless quarrels, we would not learn how to be tolerant. Without the gossip and pointed remarks, we would not learn how to take hardship.

But, no matter how badly our relationships sour, no matter how furious we get at each other, one thing holds true despite everything: At the core, we are still students of this school. We cheer for our team-mates, and are ecstatic when they win. We mourn when a member of this community leaves, and we celebrate when our school's name is glorified by its achievements. No strife can totally separate us, the students, the U*****ers.

Disillusioned by childhood naïveté, we were tempted by the prospects of independence and self-reliance. We waited with bated breath, hoping that the day of graduation would come as soon as possible so that we could break free. But as that fateful time looms nearer, many of us ask ourselves: Should we have appreciated the time together a bit more?

I am considering submitting an extended version to our Touchbase. What do you guys think?

2007-03-09T06:59:00.000-08:00

Oh God. When is this crazy cycle of stress going to end? If it's not coming from school it's from home. If it's not from home it's from friends. If it's not from friends it's from work. Grr. I feel like taking a gun and blowing somebody's brains out. Probably Slim 10's.

Lately, I haven't been feeling like myself. What happened to the REAL WeiYun? The one who writes about her life, sings even though she knows that she can't, watches anime on loop, listens to the same songs over and over again, and is generally a happier person?

If it wasn't for the fact that I swore that I would never say that my life sucks, I'd be complaining like the main character out of a chick-lit novel right now. These days, I have to keep mentally repeating the good things I have in life, or I'd forget my oath and start bawling like a baby.

I think I've run out of things to blog about. Even twenty mintues of Garrett-torture hasn't livened me up.

See? I don't even feel like WRITING now. And when WeiYun doesn't feel like writing, something is seriously wrong, especially when it's not even writer's block that is stopping her.

I think that the Grinch that stole Christmas took her away and flushed her down the toilet bowl. Too bad La La Land doesn't exist, or WeiYun would be in heaven now.

2007-03-07T03:50:00.000-08:00

Tagged back by Napat and Pin. Damn you guys!!

More random facts about WeiYun:

1) I regret not putting this in the earlier meme: "You cannot tag the person who tagged you."
2) I like doing memes. It's fun!
3) I think I should stop writing about memes and get down to writing about normal stuff.
4) I don't think that you can call random facts normal, but never mind.
5) I like potatoes. They taste good.
6) When I write, I play weird, emo music. Don't ask why.
7) My song obsession, for a while, was the Happy Song!
8) I miss the good old days when Rachel and I would sing about Avril Lavigne...
9) I am a member of the Suteki Stefen club. For those of you not in the know, that means "Wonderful Stefen". It consists of Ning, Liyun, and I- the self-proclaimed "Stefen lovers". If Ning ever posts a picture of Stefen on the internet, I'll show him to you. He's adorable!
10) Everybody in my new school thinks I'm a weirdo. No, scrap that- everybody that knows me thinks that I'm a weirdo.
11) I used to have a thing for short males.
12) Now I think I have a thing for actors...
13) I like to spend the whole day walking around in my pyjamas.
14) I love Chemistry, even though I stink at it. It's so fun! I can't imagine why anybody would dislike it.
15) Unfortunately, I cannot say the same thing about Biology. I simply can't get it into my head.
16) I hate my Bio teacher's neck. It's all icky and disgusting. Makes me think of purple lizard skin. Eww...
17) My personal theme song should be "Let's Get Retarded!"
18) My dream guy doesn't have to be particularly good-looking, as long as he's not totally ugly. He's got to be funny, sweet, of above average intelligence, and cute, however. He has to care about me, and needs to be someone who understands my mood swings. And most of all, he has to be as random as me! Or even more random!
19) I used to dream of having a twin brother. Hence the birth of Garrett and Gina...
20) My favourite colour changes all the time. It was green, then pink, then blue. Now it's orange!

Facts about Napat:
1) She knows everybody.
2) Err, don't call her after sunset? Eep!
3) I love your quote! The bloody hell thing!
4) Come on, Patty-cakes is cute.
5) Super-fast? OH REALLY? I DO? I DO?? ZOMG!!!!

Facts about Pin:
1) Her blog is colourful. It's so cool...
2) Padini costs a bomb. Gosh!
3) Five schools? I've been in 7 :P I beat you...
4) Pap-pap sounds weird. Cute though. Lodochong Namkati sounds cool, however! It's not stupid because SUGAR ROCKS MUAHAHA.
5) *cough* Pin belongs in the men's bathroom *cough* (gets whacked)

2007-03-06T20:36:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Adelyn- why do I blog?

1) To improve my writing skills.

I've always aspired to be a writer. And since inspiration rarely strikes me at the right moment, blogging is the only way I can hone my skills. I mean, how difficult can it be to write about your daily life, right? So, I blog because it's a form of writing, and I hope that my writing wll change and mature throughout the years.

2) To have an outlet for my emotions.

As most of you know, I'm an emotional person. One carelessly-uttered sentence can ruin my whole day, and a simple smile can make me esctatic. I understand that this fluctuation between euphoria and depression may seem weird to others, but it's not that bad when it's put into words. So, I blog so that I can let out my inner feelings- that is, if I haven't vented and raged enough about them on the phone.

3) To show the world how I think.

A cliche, maybe, but it's true. You would not believe it, but if you took a tour of my mind, there would be lots of random thoughts and musings. And essay and story ideas, which I can let out here. In short, you all become my victims when you read my blog, and I hope that you can survive the insanity. Good luck.

4) So I can relieve boredom.

I get bored easily. People are tired of my constant ramblings about having nothing better to do. When I blog, at least there's something to occupy my mind with, even if it's just for a few minutes. Also, it's something that my parents would call "constructive", so I don't spend the whole day sitting in front of the television wearing my birthday suit.

5) Because... I just do.

Though I haven't been blogging for a very long time, I understand why people manage to- it's just addictive!

Now I tag:
1) Rachel
2) Pin
3) Cheryl
4) Jing Min
5) Napat

2007-02-28T08:55:00.000-08:00

There, I feel so much better after rambling.

Anyway, I had an idea- I'll start a meme! For those of you not in the know, a meme is like the thing I posted earlier, the one where you have to answer questions and then tag people. So here are the rules of the super-licious-happy-sugar-rah-rah-rah meme!!

1) List twenty random facts about yourself.
2) Write about random facts of the people who tagged you that surprised/shocked you or made you laugh.
3) Then, tag twelve people, who will have to write down twenty random facts about themselves.

Since I'm the first person, I can skip Step 2.

Okay! Here I go!

1) I have an addiction to red Fox candies.
2) I love to write crazy, morbid stories, of which the Grim Reaper plays a prominent part in.
3) My current favourite song is God Knows by Hirano Aya, from the soundtrack of the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.
4) I like to answer the phone like this: "Welcome to the morgue. This is Mourge-anna speaking. Want me to come dig your grave?"
5) I take great pleasure out of annoying Natassha and Titus. Their reactions are so damn funny.
6) I think that mutants exist. Not X-Men mutants, but something along the line of Maximum Ride mutants. You know, human-animal recombinants? Those experiments might have started, and we're going to find out more about them somewhere in our lifetime.
7)I like thinking of nicknames. I.e: Ray-ray, Gay, Shuuuu, Asshat, Ning-Ning, Li Diao, Sexy Susan, Pipi, Prissy La-la, JIIIIING, Ant, Eliephant and so on.
8) I just thought of a nickname for Napat- Patty Cakes!
9) This is not to be confused with Patricia, who is Krabby Patty.
10) Bob rules. Bob is my phone.
11) Once, I injured my finger while hitting a balloon. Gay is witness to that.
12) When I get a story idea, I keep changing it and changing ti and rewriting it until the final version is nothing like the original.
13) Ditto with characters.
14) Once, to get out of eating butter cake, I pretended I had an allergy to it. I was like, what? 5?
15) I used to do ballet with Adelyn, **** and *****. (censored)
16) They used to make me cry!! Well, **** and ***** did, anyway.
17) To me, the definition of the perfect day is just sleeping, eating and then sleeping some more.
18) I have a character named Garrett who thinks that I'm a sadistic psycho.
19) I like to talk about cream cheese! And food! And food! And food!
20) I like singing in the shower. xD

I tag- (drum roll)
1) RACHEL FONG. (Ray-ray, you still haven't done the last one...)
2) ADELYN YEOH. (Do it, in the name of Hikaru-lovers!)
3) LEE HAI SHERNG. (Yes, you...)
4) ELIE HOE. (*cough* Blake freak *cough*)
5) HOE MAE YUNE. (And yes, you ARE obsessed with Americal Idol.)
6) JEAMME CHIA. (GUMMY DONKEY KILLED MY HIPPO-CHAN!)
7) PIN KESONSUKHON. (Ha! Again!)
8) NAPAT K. (Oh come on, do it!)
9) LIM JIA HUI (The male one! THE MALE ONE!!!)
10) LEE SU ZIE (Dunno if she even reads this...)
11) PRIYA R. (If you have the time to, of course.)
12) CHERYL TAN. (You thought you were getting away with this, weren't you? xD)

2007-02-28T08:17:00.000-08:00

You know what?

WARNING: LANGUAGE!!! WEI YUN IS PRONE TO SWEARING IN FITS OF ANGER.

Screw anybody who thinks that I don't try just because they don't get the results they expect of me.

Screw anybody who thinks that I HAVE to be good in f***ing softball, and who bad-mouth me just because I space out halfway. I actually enjoyed the game, but evey time I play, I feel like crying because of all of you. You guys sucked the fun out of softball. Thanks a lot.

Screw anybody who thinks that I'm retarded just because I'm a non-conformist. So what if I like randomly laughing at nothing? That doesn't make me any less human than you. I haven't done anything to you, so what the hell do you have against me?

Screw all you bitches out there. Do you seriously think that I don't know what you're saying?

Screw them. Screw them all.

You all know who you are.

2007-02-27T06:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, I'm going to blog about this once and for all, and get it out of my system. I can't believe I've been bottling this up so much without going crazy. Sorry if I start swearing, but I'm not going to sustain myself this time.

READER ADVISORY: Emo-angst WeiYun alert. Approach with caution!

So I know this girl. Okay, everybody knows girls, unless you're in Testosterone High and have been deprived of all female contact. (It's an in-joke.) Anyway, this girl was once a friend. I trusted her and helped her out when she was in need. I was nice to her because I thought that that was what she deserved.

Whoa, was I ever wrong!

When did all the bullshit start, you may ask? RIGHT FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. After a few days of attempting to be her friend, she started flinging verbal abuse at me. It wasn't really that mean, but I could sense the ice-coldness. And because I liked her as a person, I just had to ignore it and play nice, right? After all, everyone has off days once in a while.

Then, she had her first fight with her "best friend", and she started being friendly to me, even coming to me for assistance. I was all too willing to help her, being the moron I am. So, I gave her advice. I listened to her.

AND WHAT DID I GET IN RETURN AFTER THEY MADE UP? MORE OF WHAT SHE HAD GIVEN ME BEFORE THEY STARTED FIGHTING!

Sure, it was more infrequent, but still! Yet I was unfazed. I thought that maybe it was my problem, so I tried being a better person.

And then came fight Number Two.

At first, she came to me for help again. I decided to assist her again, because she seemed genuinely sorry for what she had done. I did not intervene, but I gave both sides (her and her best friend) advice on what to do, preferring to play the neutral role in their war of words. Thigs seemed to be okay between us.

Then all hell broke loose, and she started showing her true colours.

It started from the occasional "I wish you didn't hang out with *** that much, because it makes me feel sad." (Of course, it was in less articulate terms) I brushed it off as PMS or depression, and told her in no uncertain terms that I would continue being close with *** because I like *** for the person she is. Besides, *** has other closer friends than me, and I didn't think that it would be a big issue.

Little did I know how wrong I was.

The small hints started becoming "YOU HAVE REPLACED ME" and "I FEEL THREATENED BY YOU!" I really didn't see the point of avoiding *** if *** didn't mind me. I have a lot in common with ***, and I consider her one of my best friends in my new school. However, I attempted to reply to those in a pleasant way, but after a short while, they became near-intolerable.

She had also started using more extreme methods to get her own way, like kicking and punching other people to curry favour with ***. Of course, *** was unfazed- I wouldn't want someone else to attack other people for my sake.

Her clingy ways were beginning to get at me, as well. There didn't seem to be a moment where she wasn't talking about ***, mourning about ***, or screaming about ***. It got a little scary after a while, because it almost seemed like... obsession.

But that wasn't enough to push me off the edge.

One day, a confidante came up to me and told me that she was bad-mouthing me, and calling me a friend-stealer behind my back. That one person became two people, then three. Soon, it was a well-known fact that I had allegedly "stolen" *** from her.

And it hurts, you know? It hurts that someone I once trusted has deteriorated into this thing, this monster. Or was she always a wolf in sheep's clothing? Whatever it was, I had misplaced my trust, and now I am suffering the consequences. Anger, pain, realisation.

At the moment, I can't say anything more than this: I fucking hate you now. Yes, I said it. I told myself I would stop hating people, but the bitching and backstabbing was the last straw that broke the camel's back. She knew very well that I'm the new girl. My reputation is vulnerable. She knows that people are not as likely to believe me, a girl who is supposedly "retarded" and "stupid". Ask any random Year 11 student about their impression of me, and they will reply "weird".

Now, they may even start to say "Friend-stealer". If they believe her jackassed rumours, of course. I wouldn't, but who knows? Some fool might.

I hate you. I really, really do. Every time I see you, I wish I'd never met you. You've ruined my name, you've stabbed me in the back, you've betrayed my trust. I'm not going to do anything to you, because it would mean that I would have to stoop to your level. And that's the last thing I plan to do.

I'm going to walk with my head help up high, and ignore what you've been saying. It won't be easy to pick up the pieces, but I'm going to. I'm not going to leave this puzzle unfixed. I'm going to show you taht you can't have any impact on me!

As for you, I have a final message: Please don't do this to anybody anymore. What goes around comes around, and I hope that you will learn from this experience. I don't think that I can bring myself to forgive you. I'm not some saint, or some godly person. I have a very low level of tolerance for backstabbers, and an even lower level of tolerance for bitchers who pretend to be my friend.

Just change, or you are going to SUFFER in college or university or wherever you go to.

My Chemical Romance- House of Wolves

And say, ha
What I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel,
Take this to my grave.
Tell me I'm a bad man,
Kick me like a stray.
Tell me I'm an angel,
Take this to my grave.

2007-02-26T08:09:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh, now I'm obsessed with blogging about music! GOD! WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME??

I swear, my next post will NOT be about a song. I SWEAR.

I wasn't sure whether I wanted to write something about Haruka Kanata, which is this song (get the lyrics here) or blog about Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield. I tossed a coin, and got heads, which means that I have to write about Haruka Kanata.

Sometimes, I wonder why anime lyrics are always so gung-ho-let's-go-rah-rah-rah. Especially in shonen anime-just look at the lyrics of Buso Renkin's theme song... But this song, for some weird reason, has special meaning for me. Maybe it's because of the romantic undertones in it; although I don't look it, I like a nice romance novel once in a while.

Hurry it up! Wring it out!
Though my legs are all tangled, they will surely take me far...
Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it,
If it isn't you, then what's the point?

Makes sense? Not really, but I can see what point the song is trying to convey. Something like your typical trying to fly with broken wings generic yadda yadda yadda.

I'll complain at the end, the balance is zero, oh yeah!
We'll whittle the days away...

I see absolutely no sense here... Why do I love the lyrics so much? And the worst part is, this song plays a prominent part in my writing playlist. I listen to it when I write fight scenes, though that hasn't happened in a while... Can you imagine Garrett (just pretend you guys know who Garrett is, okay?) wielding a huge scythe, whacking zombies to this song? 0_o

Or perhaps, I love this song so much because it makes absolutely no sense while having a lot of meaning at the same time- just like life. Sure, there are a few laws of Physics and probablity. I'm not going to grow wings and fly. Maximum Ride is strictly fiction. But still, life is a big fat tangle of random stuff most of the time, like now...

Everything is intertwined, twisting and turning to form a giant ball of yarn, and presented to us. Do we untangle the yarn? Some of us try, but I have leanred that the yarn is fine the way it is. I have a crazy life. I'm loving every moment of it.

So should you.

P.S: I'm sure you are all dying of curiousity to find out who the hell Garrett is. Click here!

2007-02-25T14:55:00.000-08:00

I feel like posting images up here xD Now, humans, enjoy the massive flux of Kaleido Star! It's not my favourite anime, heck, it's pretty far from being it, but don't you just love the theme of chasing dreams and turning them into reality?

See? I adopted JONATHAN. Ha.

Here's Sora. Gosh, doesn't she look like a bunny? That was my first impression of her.

Sora's in the foreground. The other characters are, from left to right... Kalos, Yuri, Layla, Marion, Mia, Anna, Ken, and I forgot the names of the other three girls... And Jerry, the generic black policeman!

Rosetta is the other girl with Sora. She's so. CUTE!

ASK HER OUT YOU MORON ASK HER OUT!!! xD

2007-02-24T05:09:00.000-08:00

Pin, don't kill me for putting lyrics on my blog! xD

I just wanted to share this song with everyone. It's from an anime I enjoy, Kaleido Star. The story is about a girl who runs away to join the circus- literally. I like the storyline and characters, though the art can be a little shabby in places. And it can be really stupid and corny... Ken, get off your arse and ask Sora out! COME ON! ARRGH!

Here are the lyrics! Enjoy!

Romanji version

when you sabishii toki dou shitemasu ka?
never say sonna no wakannai
nemuru asobu magajin mekuru
sabishii toki wa sabishii yo

mienai denpa ga kyou mo tu tu tu machi ni tobikau
anyway kokoro no bekutoru so many reason hanashiteru

jiyuu ni sora wo tobitaikeredo
hane wo hirogeru basho ga nai
demo shinjiteru

katachi no nai mirai ga aru yo
katachi ni shitai watashi ga iru
kaze wo matte tobidatsu toki hohoemi wo kimi ni
umaku yareru mashiin ja nai
yarenai furi mo shitaku wa nai
shimai konda tsubasa sore wa ugokidashita yuuki

say how iiwake ja nai no ni itsumo
cool eyes nan ni mo iwasenai
damaru nigeru moshiku wa niramu
wakatte nante omowanai

kikitai honto wa kimochi tu tu tu mou afureteru
anyday yasashiku naritai itsumo egao de itai sa

hajimete deau hito ya fuukei
tomadou tabi ni lonely face
senaka marumeru

tomerare nai namida ga aru yo
hanarerare nai nakama ga iru
doko ni datte te wo nobaseba kitto ikeru hazu
tarinai mono takusan aru ne
dakara takusan motomete iru
tadashikute mo machigai demo omoumama fly to the dream

jiyuu ni sora wo tobitaikeredo
hane wo hirogeru basho ga nai
demo shinjiteru

Click here for the English translation because it won't show up on my blog properly. Grrrr.

I like the lyrics because... Err... I don't know. Maybe it's because the song is partly about chasing dreams, like how Sora does in the anime? Like how I'm chasing my own dreams, and how I want a certain someone to get off his ass and start doing what he knows he is good at, i.e. footy? Don't care what our aunt says, you should continue playing... It WILL look good on your CV.

And don't care about the fact that she doesn't think that you have the brains to do medicine. You CAN do it. We'll achieve our dreams together, okay? Let's study our asses off these few years and in the future, we will be able to say that we DID do it. Ourselves.

Don't give up!!

2007-02-19T01:48:00.000-08:00

Has God turned a blind eye to your troubles again? Maybe it's the night of the big dance, and you've got a big pimple on your nose that refuses to go away. Or maybe you've just had a massive fight with your boyfriend, and you know he's thinking of dumping you, despite what your best friends and half the world say. Whatever it is, you feel like you're stuck in a big rut, and you think that you can't get yourself out.

Well, don't worry. Smile like you mean it, because no matter how hard things are for you at the moment, they could get worse, couldn't they? You've got everything that you need- if it's a pimple that's bothering you, at least you've lived to see your teenage years, unlike so many people in Africa. And feel lucky that you've got a boyfriend, a best friend, or whoever you've just argued with; there are millions who would kill to be in your shoes.

Single on Valentine's Day, like me? Stay at home on V-night, and chill out with some people that really mean the world to you- like your parents, or your sisters. Feeling down? Drown yourself in chocolate. Screw calories, it's what you need right then that really counts.

Trust me, the fact that you're reading this right now shows that you're luckier than most of the people out there. Only 6% of the people in the world own a computer. Not that many people have a roof over their heads, and if you don't have to worry about putting food on the table, you're one lucky duck.

Appreciate your life. Treasure it.

Your next one may not be so privileged.

2007-02-14T01:29:00.000-08:00

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: WeiYun
Birth date: 23rd May
Current status: Single.
Eye colour: Dark Brown
Hair colour: Black.
Righty or Lefty: Right.
Zodiac Sign: Sheep

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: Chinese. I think I have Nyonya blood, though...
Your fears: Losing my friends, becoming like the person I've been trying to avoid.
Your weaknesses: Sugar.
Your perfect pizza: Cheese, pepperoni, sausage stuffed crust

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: It's Valentine's day. Single again. YAY ME!
Your bedtime: Somewhere between 0000-2400
Your most missed memory: Chilling out after UPSR.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's!!!
Single or group dates: Wouldn't know.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Nestea!!!
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate!!!!!!!
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No.
Curse: What the f**k, do you think I do? xD
Take a shower: Duh?
Have a crush: Define "crush".
Think you've been in love: Don't believe in true love at this age. I, however have liked someone so much it almost drove me insane.
Go to school: Yes.
Want to get married: Yeah.
Believe in yourself: Depends on occasion.
Think you're a health-freak: Not at all.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: Nope.
Gone to the mall: Yeah.
Been on stage: Performed in Gurney. Did that count?
Eaten sushi: Yesterday.
Dyed your hair: No.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: In private, when nobody was looking, I TOOK OFF MY CLOTHES!!! ZOMG. 0_o
Changed who you were to fit in: Hid parts of myself, but never totally changed.

LAYER EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: 25.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: Hazel/Green/Brown.
Best hair colour: Black.
Short or long hair: Short.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: Reading random blogs.
1 hour ago: Talking to Euan.
4.5 hours ago: Being bored in school.
1 month ago: Doing mock exams.
1 year ago: Eating Shu Khoon's choccies.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: eating.
I feel: weird.
I hate: a human.
I hide: candy from my parents.
I miss: my old friends.
I need: a life.

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 5 PEOPLE. (take note of POEPLE.)
NUMBER ONE! ; Rachel!
NUMBER TWO! ; Pin!
NUMBER THREE! ; Cheryl!
NUMBER FOUR! ; Greg!
NUMBER FIVE! ; Elie!

2007-02-13T08:17:00.000-08:00

I want to be appreciated.

I want to know that there’s someone, anyone out there who values my presence.

Anyone.

I thought that I had a friend who I could tell most things to- but looks like I was wrong. We were once friends. Never best friends, but pretty darn close to being that. However, things have been changing, and I’ve just noticed.

“GOMEN MINNA!!! u all can't come over” A short message. But one that drove me over the top. Heck, she’d probably invited the whole gang over before cancelling her plans. I’m only a phone call or an SMS away. Did she bother to drop me a line? No.

Has she ever called me or SMS-ed me first? NO.

Has she ever made me feel good about myself? Once, she did, but recently- HELL NO.

Has she been slowly trying to drive me away? Am I’m the only one who’s been preventing her from reaching her goal?

Why did she even become my friend in the first place? Pity? Curiosity? Or so that she could talk behind my back and refer to me as the “weirdo”?

Or am I merely being hypersensitive? I wish the answer was yes, but right now, I have no confirmation of that. Although her best friend has tried to reassure me that, no, she does not hate me with every fibre in her being, I constantly wonder whether the reverse is true.

But, I wish that she could take the slightest interest in what’s been going on in my life, you know? Heck, she doesn’t even know what things I’ve been up to, about the bleeding 800-m run (THANK YOU JULIANA, PIN, ETC.) about The Grinch, or about Slim 10. I’m using code-names here, and only some of you know what I mean. As for those of you who don’t- SHAME ON YOU. Haha.

Halfway through writing this post, she texted me- as a reply. She said that I shouldn’t worry about things and that everyone has off days.

Should I trust her?

DO I trust her?

I don’t know… And will I ever know?

As an afternote, once, I read somewhere about a woman explaining that what she feels best about a relationship is not the pleasure that she recieves, but the assurance that she gives the other party happiness. I think that's true of me too. What do you think?

I'd rather be loved than love- what kind of a scrooge am I?

2007-02-06T05:24:00.000-08:00

Some people ask me whether it's difficult to measure up to high-achieving parents. The answer is: Yes. My mother defied her father and entered medical school because she strived hard and was diligent. My father, on the other hand, was not a superb student but managed to do well in unversity anyway. Not everyone can say THAT.

I, on the other hand? I'm just a normal girl. Some teachers like me; some don't. Some think that I'm the spawn of Satan and some think I'm God's gift. But one thing everyone expects of me is to do well in life. Which, I am sad to say, is not working. I was a flop at directing. I'm not that great a student. And, when I tried ballet, it probably looked like a pork sausage twirling on a stick. My only saving grace so far has been my writing, but how far is that going to get me?

Maybe the moment I realised that was the very same moment I swore I would get into Oxford. I swore that I would live up to my parents and become a successful lawyer or psychologist, before retiring and honing my writing skills so I could tell the stories I've wanted to tell. I want to be able to tell my children: "Hey, I'm an Oxford graduate and I did it all by myself. You can do it too if you try."

And guess what? Yesterday, I had my latest far-fetched dream shot down in my face. I was told that "You will never get into Oxford." By a well-meaning friend who didn't want to see me crushed. Juliana, I love you, don't get me wrong... But it hurts, you know? To face one failure after another. You had no malicious intent, but I was deeply upset.

Well, Juliana, I'm going to prove this to you: I am going to do it. Twenty years from now, at our high school reunion, when you and Wei Xen are married with fifty children (kidding! kidding!) I'm going to be able to walk up to you and say this:

"Hey, Ju, I graduated from Oxford. I did it!"

Yes, people, you heard me.

I AM WEI YUN.

I AM GOING TO GET TO OXFORD, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES OR IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO.

I'M GOING TO PUT IN MAXIMUM EFFORT FOR EVERY SUBJECT. I'M GOING TO EXCEL.

HEAR ME ROAR.

2007-01-31T02:39:00.000-08:00

I'm supposed to be blogging now.

I'm supposed to be wearing my heart on my sleeve, telling the world about how I feel about certain situations. I'm WeiYun. I'm supposed to be emotional, temperemental. I'm supposed to be able to shout out my insecurities and anger to the world without fear of retribution.

But I can't. I'd blog about some timgs that have happened lately, but there are feelings at stake- different people for different situations. Like if I blogged about -something- that happened back in my old school, I'd probably hurt Ning and LiYun.

And if I blogged about things that were close to my heart, like "everybody-knows-what", (this has a different meaning for different people, and it's probably not what you think it is) they could end up being used against me. I entrust different friends with different emotions, and if I suddenly spilled all here, I would feel so vulnerable... and weak.

So yeah, I'm not sure if I'm going to keep blogging... because I am afraid to tell all...

2007-01-19T17:22:00.000-08:00

So I was wondering- who has managed to find the URL to this blog, and who is reading about my life? I won't hate you if you stumbled on this blog by chance, or through the links in my friends' blogs. Or if you are reading for the sole purpose to find out what the hell is going on in this stupid life of mine even though we don't speak.

I was wondering who is reading this as I speak, and sniggering or pondering at my prose. I was wondering who, through this blog, has found out about my inate desire to be an author even though people in my school generally assume that my English is terrible.

I was just thinking about who might know more about me than I thought he or she did- and I won't hate that person for it. I swear. Cross my heart. I have read people's blogs without telling that person; everyone does that.

I admit it. A few days ago, I went on a classmate's (who I am not particularly close to) blog through a friend's link, and I love her layout, though I have never commented in fear of her chasing after me with a kitchen knife. I confess that I have read my friends' friends' blogs, and know about everything that goes on in their lives even though they have not even heard of my name.

So if you are someone that I know and you read my blog, post a comment, okay? Just leave your name and say something. You don't have to, but I swear I won't kill you. I don't write anything too private in this blog because it's supposed to be public, and I invite everyone who reads to comment on my blog as often as they like...

Even the Box Ghost. Who the hell are you, really? xD I like your presence on this blog. It livens things up and puts a smile on my face.

2007-01-15T01:24:00.000-08:00

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

I hang out with teenaged drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.

Im CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.

I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy. (SO ME!)

I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an overcontrolling bitch.

My hair gets GREASY alot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.

Im DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be overcontrolling and a bitch.

Im a NUDIST,so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.

I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.

I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.

I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse

I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist

I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I MUST be homosexual.

I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.

I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.

I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.

I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.

I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.

I am AMERICAN so I MUST be an obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.

I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep

I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.

I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.

I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.

I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.

I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.

I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.

I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.

I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.

I'm ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!

I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.

I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.

I am QUIET and POLITE, so I MUST be a pushover.

I use GOOD GRAMMAR, so I MUST be a snob.

I prefer FANTASY and SCI-FI, so I MUST be out of touch with reality.

I love TO LEARN so I MUST be boring.

I'm WHITE so I MUST be a racist.

I'm a GUY with LONG HAIR so I MUST be a hippie/druggie.

I'm good with computers so I MUST be a nerd/geek.

I'm a GUY so I MUST love sports.

I'm not religious so I MUST be treated like crap until I pray to your god.

I am a GIRL, so Boys must be best at sports.

I am a pushover, so I must have controlling friends

I am a girl, so I am only good at work

I am not EMO, so I must be uncool

I am white and I like to dance, so I must be lame

I don't act depressed, so I must be wierd.

I am skinny, so I must be sensitve about my wight

I am a christian, so I go to church every sunday.

I am a christian, so I can't do anything on haloween

I am poor, so I don't have good hygine

I am a housewife, so I must have no self respect.

I consider myself 'normal' so I MUST be boring.

There were two that I thought applied to me. I put them in italics. And when I say "applied to me", I mean people tend to think of me as "crazy" and "a loser".

Post this in your blog and italicize the ones you think apply to you if you want to. I don't care if you don't.

2007-01-12T00:02:00.000-08:00

Random picture of DOOM. Pin forgot her keys and ended up in my house. Smart person. Very smart person. She should go bang her head into an oven. Or bake herself in the aforementioned oven.

And as usual I was bored. So we took this evil picture of doom!!!

What's with the repetition of the word "DOOM" and the word "evil"??

2007-01-10T23:56:00.000-08:00

I'd go on and on about how school sucks and how I'd love to go smash my head into an oven (ala Garrett), but I won't. In fact the only reason I'm doing this is because my DEAR friend Pin has posted an oh-so desperate plea on HER blog to tell me to go update.

Well, what's been going on in my life? Exams exams exams. And did I mention exams? Though I must say the syllabus in my new school is WAY easier than the stuff I learned back in my old school. And the teachers are way better.

But I miss all my old friends like YOU Rachie. I won't be able to see you in a while and I REALLY hope that we can meet again. I don't know what fate has in store for us but I'm going to try and defeat fate, okay? I understand you're going through a rough time, however if you want to talk to anyone I'll be there for you with a shoulder to cry on. Screw the fact that I'm not that great of a listener, I shall ABSORB listening skills for your sake.

CHERYL! I see you even less than the rest of them. But you're always online and that's a great thing, because the Internet makes the world go round =) GET YOUR NEW BLOG STARTED UP SOON DAMN DAMN DAMN!

Ning... Do you even read this? Do you even remember I exist? Well if you do good for you. I'd just like you to know that I miss you loads and that I'd like to be able to have a nice long chat on the phone with you like I used to before I changed schools. We've been through so much together, and it would be a waste if this friendship ended.

LiYun! One of the best listeners and advice-givers in this world. You're so cute and funny and I always want to glomp you when I see you. Good luck with meeting your perfect guy, I'm still searching for you! But let me warn you: the Uplands guys are all weird, twisted or taken. Or two of the three. Or all. There are a few guys I think you'd like though. xD *cough* *cough* No names over here, okay??

ShuLin. My on-off cousin in law (KIDDING), my confidante and trusted friend. I don't miss you that much because I see you so often, but you deserve a spot on this list because you're ShuLin, okay? You rock and we shall bake Hai Sherng together. With the oven i mentioned earlier. Then we can steal his chocolate cakes and sell them to my teachers (and stupid people with the IQ of HS).

TASHIIIIIIIIII SASHIIIIIMI! You know what I'm going to say. Now look below, because do I have a puzzle for you!!!

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Spot the odd one out!!! For the people who are wondering, Tashi is natASSha. Emphasis on the ASS.

Jiing!!!! THOU SHALT BOW DOWN TO ME THE QUEEN OF PLUTO HAHAHAHAHAHA! Okay, you don't have to bow but at least acknowledge my reign, okay? And remove that curse you put on me because you suck. xD Well not really, you suck only because you won't take my affliction awaaaaaaaaaaay! And I have your book. Muahaha.

Elie the eliephant sat on a wall~ Enough said.

Ruri, three words: LA LI HO!!! WHEE BOINK LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA DOINK! Royai fans forever~

WEN ZHEN! I almost forgot! You're the fluffiest cheese and idiot EVER. I miss you loads and you'd better prepare some cheese for me soon because we shall take over the world with anime and cheese. And jellyfish. Then we shall make negotiations about who owns where. Can I have Thailand and New Zealand? I want to torture two of my friends. I see Stephanie having a nice job as a toilet-cleaner...

JUN JUN JUN JUN JUN JUN JUN. The only person who calls me an "idiot jelly" on a regular basis! I miss you loads, and I still have to return you your magazines, ya? Remind me to before I forget and you have to chase me with a rusty katana up mine!

For those in my old school who I haven't written a shout-out for, I love you anyway. I just got lazy. As for my new friends I see you everyday anyway so you guys know what I want to say to you, okay?? LOVE Y'ALL.

Wow that was a long post....

2006-11-10T02:39:00.000-08:00

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3191727/1/

Read this, everybody. I didn't write it, but I wish I did. A darker way to look at the sheer goodness that is Kingdom Hearts 2.

Damn. I'm missing the tennis dinner today. I can't believe I'm skipping a FREE MEAL to go to some stupid play entitled "Endgame"! Oh fine, the sypnosis of the play sounds REALLY good but I'm just too freaking lazy to move my ass and go there.

'Tis kind of strange that I'd rather go play captain's ball and flail around like an idiot, sweat pouring down my bett-red face, gasping for air than sit in an air-conditioned room and watch professionals act a classic play that is likely to leave my inspired and awed.

And yes, I know that I'll probably come back and be all like, "ZOMG ENDGAME PWNS!", but right now, I really, really, don't want to go.

I really, really don't want to! PIN SAVE ME.

2006-11-09T00:31:00.000-08:00

It seems to me as if I can never stick with a blog name, blog title or blog anything for long. When I was 12, I used Xanga. Then I turned 13 and started using LiveJournal because I thought the name sounded nice. Hey, I was a weird kid. Don't blame me.

After a year of not blogging, I switched to Blogger. When I was 15. And this is my third blog since I've started using Blogger... Wow. Five blogs in four years. If I switch boyfriends as quickly as I switch blogs in the future, I'll never find a husband. Not that that's going to matter to me anyway. I'll be happy single. To all potential suitors: Don't let that chase you away. XD Just kidding.

Since this is my inaugural post in this blog, I shall write a little about myself. Why am I writing about myself even though everyone who reads this blog knows me already? I'll tell you why. IT'S TRADITION.

~Name: Ooh, look at that! *runs and hides*
~Age: Younger than your grandma... I hope. It would be wrong if I wasn't.
~Gender: The better sex. FEMALE AND PROUD!
~Hobbies: Writing (can't live without it!), eating, sleeping, acting, reading, the internet, and talking. Talking rubbish.
~Random fact about myself: I used to do ballet. Believe it or not.
~About me: I'm an overly idealistic, ambitious teenage girl who has a tendency to talk too much. I thrive on ambition and it is one of the few things that spurs me on. Oh yes, I love anime. I really, really love anime ^^
~Favourite quote: "When life gives me lemons, I distill acetic acid to throw at people."